¿ ~ The Girl In My Mirror ~ ?

Long Awaited Greetings

2010-01-03T19:59:00.008+08:00

hello!

yes, i'm back here at last..

haven't been blogging much i guess..

or maybe nothing much to update about

anyway

MERRY CHRISTMAS

and HAPPY NEW YEAR

people!!!!

me likey

happy burfday!

yummy yummy home-made pizza!!

looking back to where we first met

i cannot escape and i cannot forget

baby you're the one, used to turn me on

you can make me whole again

¿ ~ von ~ ?

B'day!

2009-12-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

Lappy's back!

it got so sick that it refuses to let me switch it on..

so i had to send it to the doctor (service centre)

lol..

lucky it was still covered by warranty

if not, i will have a huge huge huge hole in my pocket!

anyway, it's back to normal now!

YAY!!

oh yeah, last week

i don't know what i ate

i woke up in the middle of the night

puking!

it sure felt horrible..

immediately called the hotel to take mc...

it's my second time taking mc

so i don't think i'm that bad eh?

my birthday was a blast

maybe it won't be like what the others are having

throwing big parties, having lotsa friends around

mine was just pure family members

and that was already good enough..

we all have to live life to the fullest right?

no point fretting or regreting anything..

i liked my birthday this year..

i don't need presents or anything..

wishes are also good enough.

i'm thankful to everyone who played their part,

be it big or small

you guys still matter most to me..

just that at a point of time

you do get a little emotional that certain people

are not around or there

or those that you think would remember, forgot..

but oh well, it's passed..

looking forward to 365 more days!

when you look me in the eyes

tell me that you love me

everything's alright

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Feeling Roost-ty?

2009-11-24T19:07:00.011+08:00

ra and mom

mom and max

trying to dig his nose! haha

drink of the day - mango tango

my food of the day - chicken chop

ain't he the happiest boy on earth?

he will always be the one that

takes away all your sorrows

even when they all came crashing down on you

a slightest notion from him

will make the heart that was covered with ice

melt

MAX

why you may ask?

cause when you're feeling down

he comes to you

and hold your hand when you walk!

how cute is that?

i'll always remember

it was a late afternoon

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Contentment

2009-11-09T10:06:00.004+08:00

contentment..

is when

you do not expect anything

but you get something good at the end

i'm very very thankful

for being so contented now!

i was given an ice cream

by a long-term guest

who will be leaving for good

what's this?

Haagen Dazs!

indulging in the sweetness of life!

yum yum....

you know the world can see us

in a way that's different than

who we are

¿ ~ von ~ ?

I Believe

2009-11-07T20:36:00.003+08:00

I just got this email..

i find that the things are very very true..

let me share this with you guys..

I Believe...

That just because two people argue,

it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...

That we don't have to change friends if
we understand that friends change.

I Believe...

That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over
the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...

That it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...

That you should always leave loved ones with
loving words.. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...

That we are responsible for what
we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...

That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...

That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you
when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe....

That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....

That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...

That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others..
sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...

Two people can look at the exact same
thing and see something totally different.

I Believe....

That your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...

That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...
That you should send this to all of the people that you believe in, I just did.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything

if i see you smile
would you see mine

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Papa's Bday

2009-11-01T21:10:00.011+08:00

finally got my off day!

and went back for a gathering!

wooohooo...!

max walking on the sofa

bday cakey!

candids

FOOD~!

my favourite - nasi goreng kampung!

thank you everyone for coming! lol...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

this small cake is specially chosen by max.. he thinks that papa looks alike!

little kiddo getting more and more mischievous!

when you know that you are missing

you will know where to find me

that is what there is left to say

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Smile

2009-10-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

you

make me smile

like i never did before

thank you

very very much!

smile

like you mean it

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Happy Birthday You

2009-10-14T23:22:00.003+08:00

hey you

happy birthday now..

now i know why i've been having

a really really bad bad

splitting headache

since the moment i wake up

till the moment i'm gonna sleep

that's because i guess that i really miss you

although not saying or expressing much

but i do

oh well

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA

ily and imy!

i'm watching you

watch over me

the greatest view

from here

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Never Expressing Much?

2009-10-05T12:47:00.003+08:00

hello you!

yes, i am back to blog..

finally i have some time in my hands!

lol...

we, humans are very very capable of not expressing ourselves well..

but that does not mean that we don't feel, or that we are cold-blooded creatures.

and i think that no matter how cold that person may be,

somewhere, somehow, in that deep little thing called heart,

is so so full of emotions.

the emotions of us hurting, loving, being happy, being sad,

emotions of anything at all.

and yes, sometimes we find it so darn hard to even say the easiest thing

some people are just more open to saying those stuff

and some people are just not

not to say that i'm blaming anyone,

but that's just how God made us

Different

is the word for it.

it might be easy for you to think that i'm such a person

but i, too, have my own emotions

just like any other human beings

i get sad, i get mad, i get hurt, i laugh, i smile, i cry, i love

so, we are never too different from each other.

because all of us have those emotions planted inside our bodies

we learn to love, learn to trust, learn to laugh, learn to cry, learn to console, learn to hug

and there's a limit to one's emotion can do.

when it's stretched beyond the line

it might just break loose

and it might be gone

nah.. i'm not being a sadist or feeling emo..

no worries. i am fine!

for i am von!

i love everybody around me

in case that nobody knows

and i love you.

and if i open my heart to you

i'm hoping you'll show me what to do

and if u help me decide again

know i will be there for you

in the end

¿ ~ von ~ ?

R I P

2009-09-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

can't seem to remember

what you exactly look like

although i know that

our looks are almost alike

i miss you

so so much

but

i feel so hopeless

because there's

absolutely nothing

that i can

do about it

RIP you

i love you

longing just to bring

something that's of worth

that will bless your heart

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Doggies!

2009-09-17T12:02:00.010+08:00

cino in the car!

on the car mat..

espresso changed place with mocca!

she's much happier here.. =)

mocca outside!

seeing someone in the kitchen..

now, looking at me! =)

i love my doggies!
mocca was set free yesterday!
he was running freely in the garden!

will you still love me
in the morning
will you still love me
tomorrow

¿ ~ von ~ ?

The Saddest Day Ever

2009-09-16T14:16:00.008+08:00

why the saddest day?
cause.. my best friend left me..
for studies in UK..

gonna miss her so so so so much!
because i love her so damn much!
=(

group pic!

*sobsob*

sobs even harder..

cause she's leaving
on a jet plane
don't know when
she'll be back again

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Empower Me

2009-09-10T21:18:00.002+08:00

Nobody knows

how weak i am

better than you

Nobody sees

all of my needs

better than you

And nobody has

the power to change me

to what i was born to be

Jesus breaks through

all my defenses

Empower me

empower me

like a rushing river

flowing to the sea

¿ ~ von ~ ?

What Awaits Me?

2009-08-22T14:03:00.003+08:00

Yes...
i'm finally back here to update..
sorry peeps
internet was down..
couldn't come online..
hehehehehe

so,
updates for now..
been working as the operator for the past 4 months!
now,
after continuously bugging my Asst. Front Office Manager,
(he's a really nice guy),
he managed to get me out of there
and
place me somewhere else

and that is....
Reception!
YAY!

maybe to some of you,
you might think that it's nothing..
it's damn hard to get out of the operator department can?
=(
but to me,
i see it as a big challenge and
a chance for me to grow and learn as much as i can
from the people who are gonna coach me!

i can't wait!!!
starting this monday!!!
WEEEEEEEEEE

fighting the storm
into the blue
and when i lose myself
i think of you

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Big Wise Tree

2009-07-30T21:29:00.004+08:00

there was once

a long time ago

flowers and herbs meant the most

to the big wise tree

but slowly and gradually

the big wise tree got old

with falling leaves

and balding branches

big wise tree started to fall sick

could not think or act well

but after a while with determination

and nutrients and vitamins fed to the tree

it sprung back to life!

how glorious it was

miss the big wise tree

and its wise words

baby can i hold you tonight

baby if i told you the right words

at the right time

¿ ~ von ~ ?

=(

2009-07-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

for the first time

in this 3 years

of my life

i have gotten

and it's for

2 freaking days!!!!!!!!!

am i supposed to be rejoicing or what?

sigh...

it hurts so bad.....

don't worry, i went to the doc,

i'm on medication...

antibiotics and painkillers!

hope i won't die okay?

HAHAHA

you're the sweetest drug

my sweetest drug

¿ ~ von ~ ?

CinoMax

2009-07-22T10:40:00.011+08:00

cino's right at the bottom!
hahaha
went out with max yesterday..
he's so noisy!
and talkative...
LOL

biting shirt pic...

with his newly bought toy!!

fixing..

' Ooooooo '

smile with mouth wide open!

' can you take my train tracks? '

serious boy playing with his train tracks

lastly....
CINO!

she sleeps like that sometimes....

when she's awake and feeling hot..

you know the world can see us
in a way that's different than who we are
creating space between us
till we're seperate hearts

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Happy Daddy's Day

2009-07-16T10:22:00.006+08:00

haha! this was taken quite a few weeks ago...

at lemon tree..

on a saturday night

after mass..

max the brat..

the daddies getting ready for a picture

happy daddies day~~!!

together we'll be running

somewhere new

through the monsoon

so soon

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Soon

2009-07-05T23:53:00.004+08:00

soon

yep

i'm gonna blog

soon!

hahahahaha

be ready world!

** blogged... it's called Hotel Stay **

you are not alone

for i am here

¿ ~ von ~ ?

A Can Exploded Right

2009-06-26T23:00:00.006+08:00

what's with the heading?

lol...

don't worry.

no can exploded la...

it's actually..

Acer!

hahahahah

yepyep!

got chance to play with the coolest laptop that i've ever seen!

Acer Aspire 6935G

just check out the volume buttons on the 2nd picture!

weeeeeeee!

it's so cool right???

look at the colours!

it's so niceeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

weeeee!

okla..

that's all for my updates!

i dont blog often..

but i check my blog everyday!

ahahah!

heal the world

make it a better place

for you and for me

and the entire human race

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Hotel Stay

2009-06-14T22:52:00.021+08:00

as you all know, i'm having my attachment in a hotel...
and.. the hotel that i'm working in is undergoing renovation...
so now, the rooms are new!

our GM is a kind person that he says that those who have not
stayed in the new rooms can stay for one night..
either share with a colleague
or stay alone..
no outsiders allowed though..
we even have a $100 free for Room Service orders!

so, i went..
had some food there..
it was yummy!!!
hahahahaha
loved the strawberry milkshake!
it tasted heavenly......

the view outside..

window
toilet seat
basin
bathtub with glass panel as 'curtains'
towels
shaving mirror
mirrors
safe in the closet
this is like a mirror beside the door
when u open, it's the toilet!! hahaha
tv and minibar below
desk
couch
bed

chocolate mudpie

strawberry milkshake!!!

at the desk

you wana be
black
or white

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Deceits

2009-06-10T10:35:00.002+08:00

Ever wonder why people hurt over
Lies, being Deceived?

that's because someone genuinely, really cares for the other person.
and when a lie takes place, and when the someone finds out,
it hurts a great deal.

sometimes people think to themselves as to why they
have to care for the other person so much?
when all the other person does is matching up lie after lie.

well
i guess
this is life

we tell lies
they tell lies
everyone tell lies

just to save themselves out of temporary trouble
but have they thought about what happens after?

if the lie isn't found out
then that person is considered lucky

but what if the person who cares found out?
what can that person do?
continue letting the other one deceive everyone around?

ha. it's comments time!
=)

there is no other way
i get the final say
baby hush hush

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Bell Bday

2009-05-31T10:46:00.008+08:00

happy birthday bell~~!!!

sweet words that
i have to give you
and i can't sleep
i need to tell you
goodnight

¿ ~ von ~ ?

A Little Here and There

2009-05-25T01:40:00.008+08:00

woohoo!
it just happened like that

von: hi bell...
bell: hey..
von: you off today?
bell: yeah, wanna go shopping..
von: okay! let's go!

so there i was...
went on a spree with bell..
buttttt
i did not buy anything!
i'm controlling my budget can?
=(

guess who?? hahaha! i know.. what a stupid question..

bell with her honey lemon drink~

kim gary~!

caught in the act?

trying to act demure! hahahahahaha

my turn!! hahaha

kla... i'm so tired now..
tomorrow off again!
gonna sleep now!
night night my fellow friends!
muacks!

watch you smile
while you are sleeping

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Motorola ZN5

2009-05-17T20:52:00.004+08:00

my favourite phone ever!
it's so so nice to play with!
it's so so cool!

very very impressed!
i'm happy!
=)

you've got the whole world
in your hands
you've got the whole wide world
in your hands

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Mol's Day

2009-05-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOLLY'S DAY!!!!!!

yes yes..
i've modified the name!
hahaha

Happy Mother's DAY!!!
=)

i love you
you love me
we are happy family

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Not Gay

2009-05-06T11:14:00.001+08:00

i am
seriously
not
happy
with
my work..

SICkeninggggg!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Halo?

2009-05-05T09:36:00.002+08:00

hahaha
i'm back..
just for a while..
gonna update soon okay..
when i have my hands on the pictures!

HAHAHAHA!
it's such a great dayyyyy!
hopefully...

bye peepsssss!

you've got the whole world
in your hands
you've got the whole wide world
in your hands

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Weet!

2009-04-29T10:29:00.002+08:00

hello!
i'm here to update abit
i am so darn happy!

why?

yesterday before i knocked off..
a guest came and we chatted awhile!
he complimented me until i got no where else to fly!
i flew like so high above the sky la..
HAHAHAHA

and
and
i got my first pay!
not much though..
just started work only...
HAHAHA!
HAPPINESS!

clara! jiayou for exams!
=)

i was so high
i did not recognise
the fire burning in the eyes

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Work + Max = ?

2009-04-26T21:31:00.008+08:00

haha!
when you get so bored at work.....
something on your mind will make you do the
craziest things ever!
=)

in the locker room..

yes yes.. laugh all you want..

the slackiest job ever! answering phone calls! hahaha

went to hilton last night..
nono not to sleep there donkies...
to see who??
MAX!
hahahaha

his beloved uncle darren is getting married of course!
imagine max's face when he saw me after darren opened the hotel door..
he ran around the whole room like a crazy monkey, laughing his way through!
hahahahaha
he's so cute!
at first he was sleepy.. after he saw me, he couldnt stop talking and running!
hahahahaha

he knows how to pose!

told him to pose for me... and he did with his water bottle!

the nicest picture ever taken! it's candid!

doesn't he look like the happiest boy on earth???
=)
he really brightens my day and night!

like a rose
trampled on the grown
you took the fall
and thought of me
above all

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Work

2009-04-23T10:31:00.002+08:00

work work work
my hours of work seemed like it's never ending..
nine and a half hours job is no joke..
it's too long for me to bear..
but at the end of the day,
be it one hour, or one minute before i knock off,
i am certainly the happiest person on earth!!!
HAHAHAHAHA

just a part of my brain that is doing the thinking..
the other part is dreading the working hours..
HAHAHA
going to work now..
tata!
claraaaaaaaaaaa!
byeeeeee!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Rose

2009-04-19T15:48:00.002+08:00

Crucified
laid behind a stone
you lived to die
rejected and alone

like a rose
trampled on the ground
you took the fall

and then what's the next line?
i have trouble trying to remember that for like 2weeks now!
ahhhh
clara, u know right?
hahahahaha
and and, anybody have this song?
hahahahaha
send me pleaseeeee

saturday and sunday are my off days for this week..
and now, it's already 15:51 on a sunday!
SO SADDDD
tomorrow starting work again........ =(

crucified
laid behind a stone

¿ ~ von ~ ?

From Gay to Nay

2009-04-17T20:32:00.004+08:00

ever been so happy?
so so so happy that you think you're the only one in the world?
like what this picture below portrays?

happiness

well,
then have you ever been so sad?
for one moment
just one moment
you were looking forward to knocking off
feeling so happy

and the next thing you knew
something or rather, someone
turned it upside down in just a blink of an eye?
and that it makes you wish that you never knocked off work?

i feel so sad looking at this picture

bloggie peeps
i have found a hotel to be attached to for internship lasting
ONE YEAR LONG
so, i don't think i will be updating as much

but please don't leave here
because i will never leave it blank for long
do not worry, i will take care of myself
=)
i'm working 5days a week, but each day is 9.30 hours shift
hahahaha!
well,
till then,
byebye and take care people!
i will be back soon la!
KEEP LAUGHING!

i give give give
until there's nothing else

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Happiness!!!

2009-04-14T20:50:00.007+08:00

tell me..
what is happiness?
when you see the both of them from the picture below?
hahahaha!!
yes!

jackson, nick~

the girls! + 1 boy

the guys~

von, clara, birthday girl~~!!!

benben~ my small brother

shy?? haha

my bestest best friend!!!!!!!!!

==))
so,
are you happy now???
hahahaha!!

are you happy now?
yes i am!!!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Ladies' Night !

2009-04-09T20:19:00.021+08:00

only pictures now!
pictures can do the talking!
hahahaha

i'll come back
when you call me
don't need to say goodbye

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Baggies?

2009-03-30T10:59:00.006+08:00

well well..
i'm back for updates!
hahahaha
it has been a fun week for me!
woots...
and i got to play with somebody's new bag!!
hahahahaha

yes, it's a crumpler

it's green inside! nice~

von with the baggy!!!!!!!!!

woohoo~
low chew syin and eunice made me soooooo
happy on thursday!!!
thanks!
hahahahahahaha
we all know why........
=)

everytime i think of you
i get a shot right through
into my point of view

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Song

2009-03-25T22:03:00.001+08:00

REGINA SPEKTOR

The Call

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to war
Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it, too
Doesn't means that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when they call you

No need to say goodbye

¿ ~ von ~ ?

For the last time

2009-03-23T10:49:00.003+08:00

Once again,
for the last time in this school..
i'm gonna take my last exam!
HAHAHAHA

wish me luck peeps!
=))

clara and kfk, when you all coming back?!!
ishhhh

it started out as a feeling
and then it turned to hope

¿ ~ von ~ ?

YeeHa

2009-03-18T11:16:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness..
after this week..
it will be the last time i'm gonna take any exams from school
HAHAHA!

then out i go..
to reality..
sigh..

now
i don't wana grow up!

i wana be a young girl!
running around like nobody's business!

but that alone
has passed
beyond the point of no return..

oh well..
at this point of time
what will one do?
i know what i'll do.

always look on the bright side of life!
YAY!

have a nice nice and great week ahead peeps!
=)

always look on the bright side of life

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Maxxxxx

2009-03-15T12:53:00.009+08:00

okay..
this post is about max..
HAHA!
obviously..
he just sent me to the customs..
he was using his seatbelt..
looking out the window
" that's a waja car "
max said..
HAHAHA!

smile?

that's a smile..

and then...
he started picking his nose..
ra asked max whether he was digging his nose..
he was like laughing and saying yessss..
hahahaha

then i asked him to pose for the camera...

caught him in the act!

when i showed him this pic, he was so happy!
HAHAHAHA!

you tried your best to
make me see
there's hope beyond the pain

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Blues

2009-03-11T09:41:00.002+08:00

when you're feeling blue
all you gotta do
is give a bit of love
in our eyes so true

suddenly, that song popped out in my head..
hahaha

yeah so..
feeling blue?
who do you turn to?
god? other best friends? some other bitches and bastards?
or
some really really good friends that just listens and won't say a word?
or
maybe, you just won't turn to anyone?

oh well..
life has got to move on anyhow..

have you given anybody love today?
if not,
go on and maybe say something sweet and nice..
orrrr
go and just give someone a hug.
i'm sure that hug would mean a lot to someone who really needs them!
=)

~~i really miss you~~

when you're feeling blue
all you gotta do
is give a bit of love

¿ ~ von ~ ?

ahhhh

2009-03-10T18:31:00.002+08:00

i thought after finishing 2 projects..
there would be no more projects left to do..
but suddenly,
out popped another project..
which we have to hand in by wednesday!
woohooooo!

now i know why i'm going mad in singapore...

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Evelyn's Birthday

2009-03-09T12:12:00.010+08:00

everyone seated at the table!

birthday cake surprise!

fe, von, eve, siong, bell

classmates!!!

long time no update?
yeah.. i've been busy!
yepyep!
damn busy...
sigh..
will try to update soon!!
=)

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Mom's Birthday!

2009-03-01T11:54:00.012+08:00

on tuesday, gave mom a surprised by coming back after school!!
hahahaha
she didn't even know that we were going out for dinner!
my plan really worked!
and when aunty mag they all were outside our house
she was still in home clothes..
and she asked me
'' why aunty mag they all come ''
HAHAHAHAHA!
my mom can be so blurrr sometimes!

at peikin restaurant!

max took keropok and fed mom! randomly!

food left..

the sisters

with cino!!!

Happy birthday to you!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

New Toy!

2009-02-22T11:47:00.006+08:00

hello!
i'm back to blog!
hahahaha!
i've got a new toy!!!
it's a belated vday gift though..
super cool!

heard of guitar hero for ps3 and xbox360?
yeah..
here
is guitar hero for Nintendo DS!
wooooohooooo!

in the packing

guitar pick!

chords

overall it looks like that!

tell me,
is this cool or what?
hahahaha
THANKS for the gift!
=)

next..
about my interview!
as you guys know..
my interview was scheduled at 4pm right?
hahaha
i gotten ready and left house..
reached there around 3.30pm
then filled in application form for about 15minutes..
and like ONE MINUTE after i submitted the form..
a lady came and called me for the interview!
MY INTERVIEW lasted for FIVE MINUTES!
hahahahahahahahahaha!
wasted my energy panicking for 3 days!~
hahahahahahahaha!
anyways.. it's all over now!
HAHAHA!
my interview finished at 4pm sharp!
HAHAHAHA!

there's nothing to defend
my head was in the clouds

¿ ~ von ~ ?

AH!

2009-02-17T19:31:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness..
von's like freaking out!

as you guys know,
i am finishing my 2years studies already.
but the course is 3years.
and for the last year,
we have to go out to hotels for attachment!

the economy now is so bad that
most hotels have stopped hiring
and to get a trainee job for 1year is even harder!

this afternoon, one hotel called me
asked me to go down on friday for interview!
FREAKING out!
scared la..
think i can shit bricks in my pants!
HAHAHAHA!
right clara?

i can do it!
confidence!
HAHAHA!
clara, stop laughing at me!
wish me luck my friends!!!!!
cause im like super scared la!
ahhhhhhhhh

hold my hand
tell me it's fine
and that
everything will be alright

¿ ~ von ~ ?

=)

2009-02-16T17:19:00.002+08:00

to each and every one of my family and friends,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

i love you all!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Feelings

2009-02-10T00:05:00.002+08:00

recently..
not feeling very good..
not that there's no good things happening..
just that
it comes to a point where i miss certain people quite a lot

i don't know why
but i really do miss them.
so much that i feel like crying a hell lot alone
and it's like these few days
people keep talking bout deaths
school is teaching how to go about writing condolences or sympathy letters
even gave examples.

so naturally,
being the overwhelmed-with-emotions-girl
tears started to gather
but
they didn't roll down
because i didn't let them

head hurts. back spine hurts a hell lot.
i think i'm hurting!
i think i broke my spine..
but that's not possible
because i still can walk!
hahahaha
okay..

that's it for now.
till then,
i'll update again..
hahahahaha

you know you love me.
xoxo

yvonne girl

¿ ~ von ~ ?

CNY part II

2009-02-08T12:52:00.002+08:00

super long clip of lion dance!
of them ripping off the host
of their money..
or rather,
angpaos~~
hahahaha

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Hola

2009-02-06T00:32:00.001+08:00

Hola!
i'm back!!
but i'm in pain....
cramps..
super pain...

sigh...
what a fruitful day today..
will update soon..
no worries..
i'll be fine!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Chinese New Year

2009-02-01T09:26:00.005+08:00

reunion dinner!

yummyyy!

on the second day of new year....
hahahaha
at johnathan's mansion...

what's in my head
zombie
zombie

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Woots

2009-01-24T11:13:00.005+08:00

yes yes..

as we all know,
all of us are on holidays now!
some just a few days (me)
some, a whole week!
hahaha!

have a very HAPPY
CHINESE NEW YEAR
everyone!
=)

gong xi gong xi
gong xi ni ya

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Arghhh

2009-01-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

i am so frustrated right now!
headache since morning... and now is night..
it's like the whole day... painnnnnnn!

there's like a million things to do
and yet,
so little time
or rather,
no time at all!

now, i just have to figure out
what to do for my resume..
it seems like
i haven't got the slightest clue!
AHHHHH

when the going gets tough...

von takes pictures!
hahahahahaha
that is where i sit in class..
second row from the front!
i'm such a good girl....
NOT!
hahahaha

my table... pencilcase, drink, highlighters!!!

i will remember you
will you remember me
don't let your love
pass you by
live not for
the memory

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Yay

2009-01-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

so i'm back to update..
nothing to update about la..
i only have 4 subjects in school now..
as this is my last term..
then attachment..
and the 4 subjects are all..
i repeat,
ALL
killer subjects!

let's see..
communication in business
business statistics
principles of management
food production

like what the toot right???
the names of the subjects all damn cheem la!
hahahahaha

stress level rising up already..
awwww.....
CNY come quick!
then we can get together again!
=)
you know who you are...!!!

yesus pokok yang kita cabangkan
tinggal lah di dalam nya

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Presents and Doggies

2009-01-06T10:10:00.013+08:00

my presents for 2008!!

saturday, after mass..
went to tebrau city with max for dinner..
we ate at manhattan's fish market..
hehe

max! and kakak!

max's mom~~

mom, ra~

took pic of my other 2 doggies!

this is how espresso sleeps.. serious~

then, she woke up..

this is mocha!

he's so cute and handsome!

i brought my phone out, and he actually stood there for 30seconds for me to take his pic!

i love my doggies too!
=)

thank god i found you
i would be lost without you

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Clara!

2009-01-03T10:36:00.005+08:00

this is a post bout clara.
the bestest best friend that anyone could ever find.
can't even remember how we met.
but we just became good friends from then on.
HAHAHA!
mushy mushy..
thank God for clara!
YAY!

von, clara!

on christmas eve!

on boxing day~

YAY!!!!!!

can't wait for you to come back again!
hahahaha
all the fun we are all gonna have!
let's go play pool~~~
i wana beat johnathan jaya!
ahhhhhh

and friends are friends forever
if the lord's the lord of them
and a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Yipee!

2008-12-31T11:39:00.012+08:00

At Friday's on a friday~
hahaha

ra's chicken caesar salad!

Jackson's Jack Daniel's burger!

von, ra, margarita!

jack, von!!

yesterday at the shop,
chef gave me strawberry coated with white chocolate!
i did not eat it straight away..
hahaha!

after a while when i decided to eat it..

the chocolate was stuck on the spoon, and there's the strawberry's HAIR!

hahahaha! that's the back of the strawberry!

turn away
if you could
get me a drink
of water
cause the hardest
part of this
is leaving you

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Christmas II

2008-12-30T10:16:00.010+08:00

at steve's house...

von, clara~

rachel, von~

JACK!

jack with guitar!

at Lavender bistro...

kakak..

mom with my ice lemon tea~

my teriyaki chicken rice! YUMMY!

kakak's laksa!

Happy birthday RA!

this video is a must watch!
it's so funny!
hahahaha

in your eyes
i know
i'll find the light
to light my way

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Christmas I

2008-12-29T10:49:00.018+08:00

my christmas tree!! =)

cino with our presents!!

mom's present to me! YAY!

opening presents time!

had fun fun fun all day long!
=)

i love you
you love me
we are happy family!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Talking Pictures?

2008-12-23T01:12:00.014+08:00

At Friday's~~

kim, bev, von~~

Singapore Trip with
Ra, Jack, MelSoh, Jessie!

jack, ra~ eating sweets in the bus~

mel, jessie!!

Big Eater's Birthday Bash!
Happy Birthday Sham, Rom, Von!

cake from Awfully Chocolate!

nice cakey!!

have yourself
a merry little Christmas
let your heart
be light

¿ ~ von ~ ?

=')

2008-12-17T10:10:00.002+08:00

hello~!
i'm supposed to update~!
but..
i have no pictures for now

but i'm busy with Christmas play
happening this saturday!
oh!
soooo excited!
hahahaha

well, it has been a busy week..
and it will be a busy week..
aih..
hahahaha!
okayokay..
i'm going for now!

till the next time i update
adios~

the ice is getting thinner
under you and me

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Vote for Cino

2008-12-13T07:13:00.009+08:00

hiiiiiiii!!
i'm back for awhile..
having my last paper later!
and it's microeconomics!
ahhhhh!
hahahahaha

now, to relieve my stress..
i made jelly at the shop!!

look at the amount of jelly that i made!!

this is the shop... and its owner! haha

a place to play darts

and this is my chill out place.. under the dart board..

these 2 are the chef!! they cook incredible yummy food!

now, for my topic of the day..
VOTE FOR CINO!!!

Vote here!

if you came across this blog..
and you're gonna check out that blog..
you can only vote for CINO!
hahahahaha
yep that's it..

cino's checking out her blindspot!

cino's driving!!!!

she just hopped on to the back and sat there.. like Cleopatra!!

now, if you think cino is cute...
go VOTE for her!!!!!
yay!!!!

my life is in you lord
my strength is in you lord
my hope is in you lord
it's in you it's in you

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Ha

2008-12-07T19:20:00.001+08:00

ha!
i'm back!!
wait till i get more pictures then i'll blog k?

wish me luck!
exams starts from tuesday till saturday!
=)

i'll always remember
it was late afternoon

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Guessing Game

2008-11-30T11:17:00.004+08:00

let's play the guessing game!
guess which dress did i buy!
no 1...
or
no2???

no1

no2

play it!!
play!
yay!!!!
i'm going mad!!!
hahahahaha

a few days ago..
after i came out of the bathroom,
a bird flew in!
and it was so scared..
poor birdy!
but it's damn cute!
hahaha

bird~~

i had a few dreams last night..
made me feel so tired after i woke up..
my brain was not sleeping well last night!
sigh.....
hahaha

christmas christmas tide is here
time for joy
and time for tears

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Brat

2008-11-26T19:24:00.003+08:00

while i was on the train back yesterday..
i got a seat..
it's seat no2.. right beside the 'priority seat' for old and special needs people..
so there we go..
at one stop..
the fella beside me got up from the priority seat and left the train
so now the seat's empty..

and at this stop,
a ~~fat~~big sized malay lady came in with her small girl..
probably around 10years old..
and so..
the mom SAT RIGHT beside me...
and i was squeezed and squashed to the other side..
mind you, she was shaking her legs too!
and her little ~~devilish~~angelic girl..
was a very very naughty and mischievous one..

she keeps making irritating noises
walking here and there..
*and i can't stand kids who do that*
so my patience was already quite full..
hahaha

then somehow, she THOUGHT that i was getting
off the next stop..
she told her mom
" mak, nanti dia bangun, mak duduk tempat dia ya? "
which means,
mom, you sit on her seat when she gets up ok..

and when i didn't..
she mumbled to her mom
" ish.. bila lah dia akan pergi? aku nak duduk! "
which meant
when will she ever leave? i wana sit

i tell you..
at that point of time,
i really felt like looking at her and say
bugis......
but i held back my tongue..

so finally
the fella on seat 3 got up..
and she saw her chance..
suddenly,
i got up..
sat at that place and said
" nah duduk sini!!! "
which meant,
sit here

her FACE changed COLOUR!!!
and her mom was polite enough to say thanks to me
and so, after that
the little brat shut up..!

after a few stops,
i got off!
feeling damn funny...
because i can't forget the look on her face...

i think i'm mean!
hahahaha
that brat was mean to me first!
spoilt brats!

dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Happy Birthday

2008-11-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

happy birthday jie

i miss you

so much

¿ ~ von ~ ?

??

2008-11-25T00:27:00.004+08:00

i think that i'm stressed!
and and..
i still have no voice!!
hahahahahaha

the drawing is not by me okay!
hahaha

want us to be
us again
there's no reason to pretend

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Darkness

2008-11-23T11:29:00.004+08:00

people say
" darkness overwhelms "

well..
yesterday while i was at the shop..
dark clouds moved so swiftly
that we didn't even know
the rain was coming

the view where i was standing / sitting

check it out!

there's like no room for light~

this is the back area..

well..
this is what i have to blog about!
hahahaha
projects, presentations and exams coming right up!
tata!

the sky has lost its colours
each one brings me closer
to the time that you're coming back

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Yummylicious

2008-11-22T11:52:00.007+08:00

went to jun's shop to makan again..
this time, the chef made bell and i special soup!
truffle mushroom soup!
yay!!
the name is called 'Big Eater'
hahahahaha!

truffle mushroom soup!

bell~

bell's chicken roulade!

my cheese burger! damn big la.. couldn't finish..

our dessert!! creme brulee~

it's damn nice la...
hahahaha
i know you guys are like drooling now!
on a side note..
i've got no voice AGAIN!
ahhhhhhhh
can't even shout lor...
die.. hahaha!

you are my strength when i am weak
you are the treasure that i seek
you are my all in all

¿ ~ von ~ ?

It's a MegaFul day!

2008-11-20T10:22:00.012+08:00

hello!
hahaha..
i'm not sick anymore!
i've got a few cures!
not gonna tell people my secret!
hahahahaha

after lesson finished at 5pm yesterday,
bell, jun and i wanted to beat the OMG-peak-hour jam..
we decided to go McDs for dinner!
hahahaha
guess what?
they both each ordered MegaMac, and MegeMcSpicy!!
you know how huge is it????
i only ordered a double cheese burger...
hahahahaha~

megamac!

bell with her mega mac!

jun with his mega mcspicy!

that is only half of the mega mac... the other half is inside the box..

this pic sucks... i look sick.. but i'm smiling... HAHA!

this is the whole of mega mcspicy! jun's mouth open so big!!! hahaha

remaining of bell's mega mac

last bite!

jun still going on strong with his mega mcspicy..!!

all in all,
the both of them finished their Megas...
OMG!
they have such big big appetite!!
ahhhhhh~~!!
hahahaha
woohooo!
i'm going crazy with all the bloody projects!

everybody loves kunfu fighting
hiak~

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Blog

2008-11-18T18:11:00.003+08:00

what shall i blog about?
i don't know!
nothing's been going on actually
just that..

damn busy with school work!

has sore throat and fever last night..
today's much better..
but still feeling a little out-of-the-world!

hahaha!

i'm bored too!
i think i'm constipated!

on the other hand...
i'm secretly counting!
=)
yay!!

sleigh bells ring
are you listening
in the rain
snow is glistening
a beautiful sight
we're happy tonight
walking in the winter wonderland

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Botak?

2008-11-12T19:38:00.013+08:00

hello! i'm back once again!
hahahaha
von's been busy these few weeks!!
just finished a blardy history test just now..
and tomorrow, there's front office management test!
ahhhhh!
and and.. projects, assignments are due soon!
ahhhhh!

okay.. enough of me whining..
here, pictures of cino the dog..
she has now gotten a few nicknames..
the freak.. the bald... the botak!

laugh...~~!!!

she's so cute here! hahaha

in her basket

on a much much lighter note,
von received her early birthday present from clara!
=D
it's so so nice! i love it! haha
thankss to stevetheteddy and clara so so much!!
yay!!!!

billabong plastic bag

billabong box

a note from clara!

tada!

love the butterfly!! =D

kim, von!

on monday, went to jun's shop to makan with bell and fenoline..
an old uncle treated the 3 of us barley peng... =)
and when our stomach protested, we ordered food!
hehehehe
only took 2 dishes..

yam ring.. bell's favourite..

hot plate tofu... bell's hated... hahaha!!

lastly, shall leave you with a picture of me being bored..
and sleepy!!

fe, von~

a kiss on the hand
maybe quite continental
but diamonds are a
girl's best friend

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Awesome-ness

2008-11-08T10:54:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!
i'm back..
yeah yeah..
like finally?
hahahaha

anyway, this week has been a very tiring week for me..
only slept 4hours for thursday night..
and had to wake up at 5.30am for a test at 8.45am..
sigh.. it's coz of the traveling time from the place i stay to school okay..
hahahaha

yeah so.. friday..
classes ended at 2pm..
i came home..
and went for clara & kim's party at steve's house!
it was awesome!
everybody laughed a hell lot..
or rather, i laughed a hell lot..
maybe it's to relieve the tension and stress i have within me..
hahahahaha!
and i got my earliest birthday present!!
from clara and steve!!
shall post it up soon when i get my hands on all those pictures!!
weird right? i actually didn't take any pictures with my phone at all!!!!
hahahahahahaha

okay.. gonna go now..
update soon okay!
i promise!
=)

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to clara and kim
happy birthday to you!

¿ ~ von ~ ?

Last Week...

2008-11-01T11:25:00.014+08:00

last sunday..
we went to gonggong, aunty beth, mama, uncle black and raine's cemetery..
one hell of a morning i'd say..
hahaha
" we must always pray for the dead, because they cannot pray for themselves, but they can pray for us " -- aunty mag
after that, it was makan time~!
at peikin restaurant.. hahaha

before the food came

candid shot..

uncle boon, aunty choo, linda, max!

this is what's left of the food.... nothing..

the couple eating mango seed!

ven's bro... alvin... with his mushroom hair!

on thursday, followed bell to collect her halloween costume..
and then went TM to buy stuff..
bought stuff from g2000!
damn happy with it!
hahahaha

my g2000 shirt inside! =D

rocky/ kiki/ gila... bell's dog in the car...

so i came home on friday noon..
it was papa's birthday!
at night we went to Yew's Cafe for dinner!
hahahahaha

my shot for the birthday boy!

ra's shot

mom's meehoon

after that, went to max's house for awhile...
pearl bought a cake for papa!
and everyone sang song for him! hahahaha
the video is of max running around..

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to papa
happy birthday to you!

¿ ~ von ~ ?